Anyways I think I'm going to discuss about my daily life today.
Eh, well today was kinda like any other ol' day. Though two days ago I met this new girl (whose name I will refrain from mentioning). She's new to our school, I believe, but ever since she met me, she's been all clingy like. I'm not one to say cuz i cling to people sometimes too but not like her. Every time she sees me she'll run up and use me as some kind of portable cushion at her disposal. I don't like it. And on top of that she says mean things though she's joking (i think) and she doesn't say "i'm just kidding" or anything afterwards. Yea, okay, I understand that not all people say that when their kidding but like come on, those are exceptions because those people are really good of friends, and that's not the case here. I barely know her, and I hardly even remember her name! But then again maybe it's just me that's a little dense, but I can never tell when she's kidding and when she's serious.
We actually met through mutual friends but now she's like trying to get me to stray from my friends so that I can hang out with her and only her. That's too bad cuz I have no intention of leaving my friends or being her little b*tch. She can go suck a dick. I don't give a shit. ARGH!!!! See how frustrated I am just talking ABOUT her. I can't believe I actually managed to pull on that fake little smile every time I see her.
I need a solution to this chick. I don't think I can deal with her any longer and I can't wait till March Break. She's leaving a week early and coming back a week later. BOO YAH!!! FREEDOM 55!!! Damnnn I'm so mean but I can't help it. I'm fine with her just as long as she gets a little attitude adjustment.Right now, I can't handle her because of the way she's trying to steal me away. However I understand how the new kid feels like, and I know they just want friends but I don't understand why she only wants to be friends with me.
Alright imagine this scenario. You've just made friends with a new girl, and were just talking to her a few seconds ago. She gets close and decides to cling to your arm but releases it later because your bag keeps on hitting her arm (tote). Now you've decided to talk to another friend but out of the corner of your eye you see she wants to barge in and come in the middle of the conversation. After lunch, she introduces you to a friend of yours saying "she's my twin for the day" when the only thing in common are the jeans and shirt. Later she "jokes" with the same friend you were talking to before (at the beginning) and says she looks like a shaggy dog (she doesn't by the way). Now you've decided to ignore her because she can get mean and talkative at times. You think she notices you ignoring her because she leaves to go find her other friend. How would you feel about this situation?
I need help people because this is what happened. I don't know what to do! Today I even tried my best to avoid her but it doesn't help when she's lurking by at our usual table in the cafeteria. This is such a huge dilema because some of my other friends don't seem to notice. It's either I'm too paranoid and think she has an ulterior move or my friends are too naive and believe she's a typical "nice" girl. But from what I'm getting at, I don't see a nice girl in any way. She's also a bragger, talking about her online profits, her accessories, nd stuff like that. I have mild interest in her boring topics, but I don't know if she noticed that I'm just nodding in all the right places and completely ignoring her. XD
anyways, a good thing in life? Well my friend curled my hair in cosmo class today so I got a bunch of complements from people today, so well I guess it's an ego booster. Yay my self esteem went up by *this* much today :D
Oh and if all you readers out there wanna see the ending to the "Crimson Melody" story here's the link:
ughhh ... nvm, failzilla's being gay .... i'll upload the link for it later
thanks for reading,
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